Word Meaning
रखूँ
rakhūñ
Meaning
Should I keep, hold, consider, or cherish.
Detailed Meaning
In classical Urdu poetry, this first-person singular subjunctive form of 'rakhnā' conveys holding, guarding, or regarding someone or something in a specific light. In this couplet, it combines with 'azīz' in the idiom 'azīz rakhnā' (to hold dear), questioning how the speaker could possibly value his own life more than the beloved. It expresses total devotion by challenging the very idea of self-preservation before love.
Etymology
From Sanskrit 'रक्षति' (rakṣati, to guard, protect, keep), passing through Prakrit 'रक्खइ' (rakkhai) into Hindustani 'रखना' (rakhnā).
Usage
Frequently used in the subjunctive mood to frame rhetorical questions regarding romantic hesitation, ethical choice, or ultimate devotion in ghazals.
Examples
How can I keep the pain of longing concealed in my heart?
Should I keep hope alive or yield to silence?